to wig, or not to wig.

that is the question.

.... was the question. i bought a wig. my head was cold. my hair is dyed blond. water at school is so drying to my hair. so i copped a wig from the BSS. its nice. i did a twist out on my hair before i cut it all off & it resembled the wig.




i love it ; i need to name it though.



face
MUFE HD foundation , NARS bronzer , Covergirl Eyelights mascara , MAC eyeshadow in Golden , MAC blush in Rose

ideal life.

music monday.

oldie, but goodie.



im over it.

diary.

i do not understand love. i do not like love. i enjoy being single. i enjoy not having to answer to anyone. i dislike meaningless interactions. i dislike being taken too serious. but i want someone to call my own. i want something no one else has. i want somebody that means something.

talking about good and bad hair.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas, lord yas.
the kind of hair that makes me proud.
berlin ... you may remember it , had a wall yaaaaaay high and hated jews? yeah there.
they had fashion week ... which never excites me, because fashion week looks like someone gets paid to pick out clothes in the dark.
ANYWHO, on to the next one.

the afro is fab. im considering a wig while my hair [ which i nicknamed precious ] grows out.
i love the idea that natural hair is being more accepted in the world.
hurry hair, hurry.

currently on repeat , via the 16G iTOUCH.

MLK day, 2o1o.

" A man who won't die for something is not fit to live ."




thank you, dr. king, for the blood and tears shed. RIP.

music monday.

imma cheat - nicole scherzinger
everyone claims this song is there ... but i love her voice over it more than electrik red
i really cannot fuck with electrik red ... eh,
and christina milian wouldn`t have done the song justice either.

nicole has the perfect slutty voice for it :D



blenda - shawty lo
i`ve had this song on my iTOUCH for a month almost now, but never really listened to it.
now, i can`t get enough of it ... im thinking its something with the chorus & beat.
then again, i always been a fan of shawty lo`s confident ugly ass.

hair inspiration

it`s been exactly a month since i`ve BC'd. i still get the looks ... i still get asked why ... i still have family that think i`m just rebelling.



skin head going ham at Alley Cats in Charlotte, N.C.



my goals are as follows
- condition condition CONDITION
- continue taking vitamins
- grow my fro out
- embrace my curl pattern

trey day ... or trey gay?

soooooo ... according to bossip.com ....
TREY SONGZ IS BISEXUAL


females left and right were buzzing about this in the cafe at lunch. some said they saw the signs. others said it could not be true.

please, pray to whomever you pray to to ensure this is not true. lol kinda sad, huh. i really want this to be a lie. he is prettier than a lot of females i know ... but then again, who doesn't love a well-groomed man.



what do you think about this?

dark is, as dark does.

aldo sunglasses pin.
forever21 sweater.
bebe leather jacket.
aldo grey hat.
charlotte russe chain necklace.

yes lord, yes.

this is for all my niggas on the block.

love.

ru paul = the reason why i exist.

i can't wait for the second season of drag race in february.

lip sync for your life.

why, black america, why ?

i find something VERY ... no, extremely wrong with fantasia barrino.

first of all, you all know she can't read.
second of all, her voice urks the living shat outta me.
third of all, she can't afford to stay in charlotte.

i know crackheads that can afford to stay in charlotte.



i can not watch this show without laughing at how ignorant she is.

gaga oh la la .

i want your drama.

gaga + barbie = match in heaven.

thank you style gods.

music monday.

o1. miguel jontel - sure thing ... let`s just be ... quickie
o2. leighton meester ft. robin thicke - somebody to love
o3. robin thicke ft. ludacris - sex therapy rmx
o4. wale - contemplate ... shades ... chillin

new years haul

so, i of course had to get suppppperrrrrrr jiggy for the new year. i love the thought of 2o1o.

xmas $$$ = makeup|beauty hauls!




sally hansen insta-dri uptempo plum ; alot of complements in sephora w| this one.


i also bought // fell in <3 with MAKE UP FOREVER`S HD FOUNDATION in 173.



i also bought the kit of primer, mascara, microfinish powder, & ; eye makeup remover.

don`t quote me yet, but HD > M.A.C. studio fix

morning thoughts.

i woke up this morning, such as you reading this, and laid there.
i still rub my head as to be in shock from what happened a little under two weeks ago.
my hair, is now probably in the city dump in the same nordstroms bag I threw it in.
it is not on my head.
my fresh shaved head.
Wow … its very surreal to look in my vanity and see myself.
I feel proud of myself for being at the point in life officially that I don’t give a shit about anyone’s opinion.


Fuck you to the haters lately that’s attacking me.

hey now, hey.

This is me. La ROSE. Not los angeles. Nor amber rose. Even though I have an extreme laydee crush on her. I am lauren. I am fierce. I am a recovering sex addict and alcoholic. I am bound by the restraints of college. I am, as usual, looking for love in all the wrong places ie. THE MALL (neimans, nordstroms, belks, bcbg, bebe, m.a.c. , and sephora. God help my soul. And may he bless yours for being welcomed into my weirdly extravagant life.

Bloom barbs, bloom.

La Rose.